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I know my Redeemer Lives!

'Guess I should update huh? haha

well I finished driving school...now I just have to drive with the people ...the 29th ...the day after Brians birthday. School has been keepin' me busy....but I'm way ahead...so thats awesome!... I guess I'm just excited to be all done! but I'm gonna cherish everyday and live everyday like it was my last....even though sometimes its hard! Last week was a hard week ...probably the hardest since I've moved in  here. but it was so amazing thursday evening I sang at a church in Centerburg ...I talked about how it all came about...3 posts ago... well it was so nice... I sang His eye is on the sparrow first and It was so nice because everyone was just totally praising God which...makes it so much more amazing for me ..being the one trying to witness... and after that I kinda gave a testimony .." I was born in Holland when my mom was 20...I was the second child my older brother was born when mom was 17 ... my mom had been through allot and my dad hadn't treated her like a huband should...he wasn't home some nights...etc.. so she finally got a devorce... and raised us allone untill I was 6 she met her knight in shining armour...he was an  American.....she married him not long and left everything ...and moved to his home...which was on Johnstown Road... like 10 minutes from where I live now... about one year after we moved the knights armour became rusty ......his target became me... over the years there where times I wanted to end life...but God had a better plan..." ... then I talked about how I wrote everyones favorite of my songs I've written.. how I wrote it when I didn't know why and 2 months later I found out why I wrote it ..and oh how I needed it ... then I played the piano and sang ...and then I talked about Job..." how Job had everything anyone could ever dream of ....thousands of animals 10 kids a big house I can only imagine and a good wife.... Satan said to God ...He's a great Christian but I bet if I take everything away ...He'll curse your name... God said Ok ..but don't touch him ...so satan took everything away...and left Job wonderin what was going on....but Job didn't curse God ... then satan said ok...but I bet if I touch his body he'll curse your name....God said ok ...but keep him alive... so satan gave him a disease...and as the story goes on ... Job is in deep grief and moarning... He doesn't understand ..he wishes he wasn't born...etc...but after many many chapters of ...practicly whining...he says Lord I don't understand you ...I don't understand what I did....but I KNOW MY REDEEMER LIVES ..." so I sang my redeemer lives and it was so awesome because people were just praisin God I I'm so amazed that God wants to use me to help others see how awesome My God is!!! well so I was just blessed beyond measure! ...monday ...(yesterday) night I sang at a woman's banquet from another church and that was wonderfull...sandy (mom) spoke and it was just a wonderfull evening ...How I praise God for all my blessings ....I am blessed! with wonderful friends...an awesome Boyfriend! and a great family that God placed me in at the perfect time!  well so I have many decisions about my future...but one thing I know amidst all of the decisions....school....etc.....it that whatever goes on in life...I know my redeemer lives! and He will get me through any bad day...and horrible circumstance...as he has ..and OH how I praise him! well I havent written for a while ...so I guess I can get away with writing a long post :D hehe..

Love you all bunches!

*~Cynthia~*

Brian....

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Brian and I are dating!!!!!!!

I LOVE BRIAN DAVIS!!!

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I Guess I'll update.. hehe

Friday I went did knox idol .. it was so much fun..It was probably not fair that I was even in the competition because all those girls really wanted to become popular and stuff and I was just doing it for fun...cause i really don't wanna become popular.. hehe but my favorite part out of the whole thing..was while singing redeemer...Love that song.. I was just praising God soo much! and as I looked out seeing like hundreds of people ...and many of them were raising their hands...it put such a joy in my heart! to know that God can use me to help other people notice how amazing He is!!! wow! God is so good and He blesses my life over and over again! 2 months ago I got a call from a pastor and I had never heard of him before... he said I was at Trish and Bens wedding (the second wedding out of the seven I have sung at) and he said I was wondering if you could give your testimony and sing one of the nights of revival ..he said that the revival was going to be around the end of jully so I said well I'll have to pray about it but I'm not sure yet ..that sounds awesome though! .. so I prayed and said Lord if you want me to sing and do that have him call me before if not then don't... Show me and lead me ..because Lord I am yours.. so the pastor never called me for 2 months ...then last monday he called and said they moved the revival to sep 10-15 and wondered if I could do it or not... I was like Ok Lord I guess you want me to after praying about it for a couple more days ..I called him back and so the 14th of sep I'm gonna sing and talk a lil ...I have no clue what about but ...God always knows what He's doing ..and He will put the words in my mouth hahaha .. He never too late...never too early but always right on time! :D ... well so God has trully been opening so many doors and I'm just prayin deeply about it ..and seeking him because whatever He has for me ...Is what I want! :D

Tonight I start driving school ...I'm gonna miss two youth group nights :( ...that'll be the first time ever! ..Oh well atleast I'll finally get that outta the way! hehe so pray for me that I won't be too blonde and I'll atleast understand some of it haha no ..I know i will anyways I'm gonna go ...

Love ya'll!!

Cynthia